It’s been a year and a month since you hurt me. Since you took advantage of me. And it’s nearly three months since you’ve been acquitted. After nearly a year of fighting, I lost.
Everyone moved on. I just want someone to care. Ask me specifically on how I feel. That they would be there for me.
I’ve been distracting myself with work, drinks, food and people. I made more bad decisions leading to making myself worse as a human being.
I don’t even deserve to see you.
I thought time would heal everything. I’ve been told that my memory is based on how I remembered an event the precious time. Its supposed to get less painful.