It still hurts. 

It’s been a year and a month since you hurt me. Since you took advantage of me. And it’s nearly three months since you’ve been acquitted. After nearly a year of fighting, I lost. 

Everyone moved on. I just want someone to care. Ask me specifically on how I feel. That they would be there for me. 

I’ve been distracting myself with work, drinks, food and people. I made more bad decisions leading to making myself worse as a human being. 

I don’t even deserve to see you. 

I thought time would heal everything. I’ve been told that my memory is based on how I remembered an event the precious time. Its supposed to get less painful. 


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