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I imagined what would happen if I killed myself. Who would be the first to find out. Who would care. Who wouldn’t. Who would show up to my funeral. Whether I would be buried or cremated. 

I even thought about leaving my final messages to several people. Their reaction when they receive my videos. And whether they would satisfy my final requests. 

I wonder what I would even want to say to them. I haven’t spoke to some of these people for a long time. 

These people would be:

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I’ll give you a clue. This list includes my precious and current lovers, family members, friends and therapist. Some hurt me, some love and care for me, and some used did both. 

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